My glommy August 2012

August had been a hectic and gloomy month. I had lost someone so dear to me. I could still recall how she took care of us when we were kids, how she sayang us, how she laughed at our nonsense jokes, how she was being "bullied" by us when we grow up into adults, and so much much more. All these days were gone forever but she still remains so vibrant in our hearts. 三姨，你以经脱离苦海，没有痛苦了，要一路好走，知道吗？ 你会永远活在我们心中的，因为我们爱你。
During the last 1 to 2 weeks before she was gone, my heart was always pounding so anxiously whenever I received a call or whatsapp message from family chatroom. Every time without fail when I got the call, I'll rush all the way down to see her, hoping she still could speak to me or just open her eyes and recognised me. Every occasion was heartrending, almost everyone would tear, even though the mentally strongest person can be seen holding back tears with difficulty.  None of us wants to see her suffering so much from the pain, yet we don't bear to let her go. Despite this, on 11 Aug 2012, she decided to leave us. She is gone peacefully. The moments from receiving sms, the images of reaching her house, seeing her so still, cleaning her up, getting her dressed, kissing her goodbye to sending her on her final journey will never go away from my mind. 三姨，you are deeply missed by all of us.